I don't know what to put here

So off the spirit of the last entry I now post something I never thought I would post. Liz and I are separated and she moved out yesterday. It was quick; only a week from decision to yesterday. For me this has been harder than I expected. I think of myself as a very routine person so I am following the steps of loss to the letter but they are a bit accelerated. Denial and Anger were at about the same time and I have been in those two steeps while jumping in and out of bargaining. So that pretty much leaves depression which has its obvious parts and not so obvious parts.
I really don’t know what to say here that doesn’t sound like a text book or that doesn’t make people upset or uncomfortable. I did not want to split up and I felt that more and more each day. On the other hand it was hard to argue with the thought that things could be better apart than together. It does not feel that way it is only when you think about it objectionably or at least try. And it currently does not seem that anything good could come out of this action now and each moment has its ups and downs.
As for logistics I am living in the house and Liz is down the street in an apartment. We packed up on Saturday and moved most stuff on Sunday. She is in a nice apartment that she can afford and she can get a lot of studying done there. She still has at least 4 years of school left here. I am weighing the options of staying here since I have the house here and it is not likely to sell without us owing a lot of money. So I am just going to see what happened and in the mean time I can work from home most days of the week. I am living cheep which helps.
Thank everyone for the helpful and caring words and thoughts. This is harder being in a town where Liz was the only person I knew and family being so far away. And everyone I have talked to has been helpful. I will continue to use that help.